all the things that i wanted the way it to be , slalu tkkan jadi . why ? firstly , family . gadoh pasal mknan dah kcoh ? cock per . my sister just cant understand my behaviour . she still cant tell weather im joking or not . when she start to shout , aper lagi , shout ah . then , everytime my dad hears the fight . he will come down . and who tk fed up if im always getting the blame ?! she started it . i just want to take my nuggets . bodoh nyer pmpn . ni name bdk poly ? butoo ah ! bagi aku geram jer . and can you people accept when your parents scold you "pukimak? anak sundal?" can you guys accept it ? comfirm korg stare at their eyes and cry right ? i just cant accept it , so i have to stare at him . and whats wrong with that ? he punch me and everything . think what ? punching bag per !? grab my leg and let me fall . fikir training center to fight per ? bapak aper ni ? sumpah aku kater , dah tk perlu aku , buang aku !!!!!!! please . dah tk perlu aku , buang akuuu !!! so , i just had to do it . took my long jeans and go out from the house . saw bdk 205 lepak at pondok . join them . they make me laugh . so , im not concentrating on my family for awhile . msg that person to call me . thinking of meeting her tonight . but she didnt call . so yeah . i just sat under her block till 9 . and went off back home . cause im hungry . later on im planning to ton with friends ? i just cant sit in this house which people think im the wild child . anw , Secondly , love . why isnt there any love given to me ? am i that bad to be love to ? cmon . i know youre someone's property . but the way you say to me , is like forcing me to leave you . if i were to leave you , would that make me happy ? you think it is , but its not . i just cant forget bout you that easily . yeah , i sound pathetic and desperate . but what do i care ? i felt this way bout you from the starting . you hurt me once , twice . and now , thrice . so ? i still love you . something bout you that is diffrent then others . so , to both my family and mistery girl , have fun with life cause both of you guys are enjoying it while me , ahh , not enjoying at all .