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| Saturday, September 19, 2009 9/19/2009 07:40:00 PM
Takbir sudah start ):First part when apiizz alert me that takbir sudah start , i quickly switch off my music from pc . haissh . tomorrow sudah raya . and i dunno why this year its a sad one but mix with happiness . usually every year i will be happy after 1 month of berpuasa . but now , tmrw is already raya and when i hear the takbir , tears pouring already . tmrw seek for forgiveness to my family members and especially my dad after doing all the stuff he did for us which i APPRECIATE it alot . i dunno why he thinks i didnt appreciate all his hard work and the money he gave us . i really appreciate it but i just didnt show it cause im old enough to not show all this . but its all crap . from the starting i should just show it . but its already too late and my dad wont forgive me i guess ): im really sorry dad . i really do . second part how jealous i am to see some families happily celebrating hari raya as one . my dad and mom , divorce and we had to celebrate 2 diffrent ways . i wanna celebrate both together . why must they seperate . dont they pity us ? every malam raya i will think this topic and whenever i wanna sleep , tears came out . some families happy celebrating hari raya as one and mine ? haish . i just wish that my parents will just be together and we could just happily celebrate hari raya together as a family like old times )': |
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